I guess there is still some real work to be done, i finally found words to put behind some of my feelings lately..
I'll be sitting there enjoying a meal yada yad.. and it's delicious yay i'm feeling satisfied with taste... but there is this overwhelming sensation that i MUST finish what is infront of me.. whether it's a conditioning type treatment from when i was in hospital or because like i think the real reason is.. i am so scared of "Starving" again.. it's a fear... a fear of not being able to trust myself..
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